Never thought I felt this way. Never thought we end this way. For now, I still can't accept it. I know that what I said really hurt him. But, you know what, He hurt me too really bad. I choose him instead of ""AA". Although I know "AA" is way better than him. But I choose him because I can be myself around him. The real me. Childish! Talkative! Pampered! Crazy! It might sound "Ouh whats the different bout it?" Yes! Its totally different. If you see me with "AA", automatically I be someone matured. But with him, I be the opposite site of me.
Him, someone that I loved, someone that I want, someone that I need. No matter how many times we said "OK, we break up", few seconds later we get back together again. So childish right? (^_^) Ouh well, we only 20 years old. What do you aspect from that. Some of his personalities or characters I don't like but since I love him, I had to accept it with heavy heart. I took it as challenge to me. Who knows I might turn him into someone new or may be I couldn't do it or finish what I hope for.
Now, I left alone. Here all by myself. No one to love No one to share dreams.
8:34 PM
♠ THE DIVA ♥
C H E N T A L E S T A R I
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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♠ WISHLIST ♥
Go around the world.
Kick his ass.
Make me grow taller.
Wisdom, Knowledge & Talent.
Fame, Beauty & Fortune.
Friends forever.
Trip to Hollywood.
Be Tom cruise's Leading Lady.
